Putting my life back together

[bunnylane74]

Well, trying to anyway. Since the last time I wrote, I discovered a cheater, who my friends are, went through a pandemic, lost my sense of creativity, alot of my humor, and a hefty chunk of my faith in humanity. I want to see romance like I'd want to watch paint dry. I can't read it, watch it on tv, or even have hints of it. Sheesh, I know right? I moved away from my friends back near my family, which as all families are rife with drama, I don't really socialize much any more. Last week i was unfortunate enough to get either a bad Starbucks drink OR a bad Safeway yogurt fruit parfait Which kicked my recovery from a cold into a lovely trip to the ER and a short (thank the heavens) hospital stay. Goody. Well my sarcasm remains rampant, but here we are. A week of trying to recover, and attempting to piece together my life. It's been almost two years since my move.. and I'm not even fully moved into my apartment. This will be the year. I will get moved in I will piece together a life that is comfortable for me Without the betrayals, and crazy ass drama. I have never thought that my dream of a life with someone to grow old with and a place to leave that couldn't be snatched out from under me was so a impossible dream. But now I prefer not to bargain peaceful with someone that I can never really know. Instead, i will go back to stitching and trying to grow my plants and just make a home for myself. Take care of my mother and that is a peaceful life. A peaceful life, isn't that just the thing?